Broken heart - Need somewhere to cry out.

[Sokrates]

Hi...

First I just want to say sorry for whining... and that this first post wont be that long... since I really dont feel like writing much... all I can say... is that my boyfriend... the single person I've loved more then anyone else... just broke up with me after 9 months... and to be honest... I really dont feel like living anymore... well... thats about it...

//Heartbroken... 'Sokrates'...

[Dash]

Oh, Darlin... I'm sorry.:'( Hang in there!

I wish I could give you a big hug. :love:

:pray:

[Lydia]

I'm so sorry.

[Daniel]

Man oh man...I am so so sorry. I know how much this relationship meant to you. This is a big hurt.

But please, please, please, please do not give up on yourself.

If I was there I would hold your face between my hands and look into your eyes and say this about 10 times until I could see the meaning sink into your brain.

You are loved. You may not feel that right now. And you many not feel that for a while. But you will. If you hang on tight, you will.

I know what it's like to loose the guy you are crazy about. I do. Happened to me. But you can't let your heart close, just when it was about to get more open.

Get out. Take a walk. Get moving. Have a really hard cry and then cry some more. (Tears, you know, are the beginning of wisdom- so say the Sufi's - I really believe it. It's true as far as I've experienced.)

A big hug to you.

[Jennifer5]

Hugs...Hugs... and more Hugs...

I'm so sorry, please like others have said, don't give up... you are very loved, don't lose hope:love: :love: :love: :love: :love: :love: :love:

[Zerbie]

oh I'm so so sorry!! :'(

When I lost my first love - oh! God! The world really did stop for a long, long time, yes it did. I know. I'm sorry. :'(

I'm sorry it hurts. Be with it and cry, and keep allowing your beautiful heart to open up and to grow and to love.

Daniel's right. You are loved.

:love: :love: :love: :love: :love: :love: :love: :love: :love:

[tdogg]

Sokrates

I'm so sorry that you are going through such a sad and difficult time. You are loved, you are special. Sometimes we go through the hard parts so we can really enjoy the good stuff. The fact that you feel so sad is a tribute to you having such a loving heart - embrace yourself and your loving heart. And know that it beats and waits to love again....

:love: :pray: :love:

[rainbowdog]

Sockrates.
i am so sorry about your breakup:'( i know how you feel. well kinda. i have not been in a LTR :'( i know what it is like to feel so alone. if i did not have my pets, i would probably go insane:confused: don't give i'm not.

God Bless,
Christy:rainbow:

[Sokrates]

Thanks for the support everyone... it means alot... I´ve mostly spent the day talking to my two good friends Kristina and Lucaz about this. Atleast they made me stop crying. I´ve come to terms with it, and I guess me and Edwin werent meant to be. I talked to him this morning, and he told me that he'd not want to fully break up with me. Just that he needs a "break" to think about everything. Since he has been very stressed from school, so I really dont think that there is any problem with our relationship. Its school thats taring into him so badly... and I hope he can see that as well.

Once again, thank you... it means alot to me.

//Christian

[Vanessa White]

Sokrates: My thoughts are with you, and am sending hugs your way as well. I hope that it will all turn out good in the end for you, remember to be good to yourself, and that you are deserving of love, full, honest love. Peace be with you, Vanessa :love:

[USAIRFA]

Hi...

First I just want to say sorry for whining... and that this first post wont be that long... since I really dont feel like writing much... all I can say... is that my boyfriend... the single person I've loved more then anyone else... just broke up with me after 9 months... and to be honest... I really dont feel like living anymore... well... thats about it...

//Heartbroken... 'Sokrates'...

I know you are down and out at the moment but remember there are many things to keep you looking up.

You need to spend some time with others. You need to give to others in your time, and gifts and you will reap what you sow. You need to look to others and look outward. Trust me, I've been where you are. I understand that you are down and out. But, if you look for others that are down and out and help them in there times of needs. You will understand what you have and find that spirit inside you.

I hope that you find your spirit for life again. Cheer Up.... Love is all around.
Like that movie. Deep down you are loved by family, freinds, and all the members of this great forum. :)