scott snedeker
12-31-2006, 02:53 AM
I consider myself a pagan because I feel all life has awareness. You and I for example. Animals of course. But other organisms too. A tree for example has an awareness of where the best light is, water, soil nutrients. can sense attack by parasites. I believe a thriving plant experiences something like the joy we do. And a dying plant sorrow and loss.
I believe all organisms are connected by some sort of awareness. This connection I call nature. Pagans personify nature as a mother/Goddess. The Awareness I call nature is connected to me. So part of me has been aware for billions of years and will be for billions more. So when I die, that part of my awareness that exists independent of my living or dying continues. So like the tree's awareness it is impossible for me to describe it, But I believe it is there existing now and for billions of years to come
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Love and joy experienced by an organism occur when it is in close connection with its souce energy of true nature. I judge whether I am in alignment with source energy by how I feel. expressing love feels wonderful so This action is in close alignment with the design intended for me by nature. The more love I express and receive, the more joy I feel, the more closely aligned with Nature's (God's) will. Each of my lovers activate joy in me differently. So my spectrum of experiencing joy is broader. I have five people who make love to me and each other. It is our circle of love. Five people who hold my heart and protect it. Five people I love and cherish and play with, have sex with, cry with, and feel each of their souls. This is my first best destiny.
Fear entrapment, self loathing disconnect me from God's will. To live and act counter to my passions, drives and feelings is defiance to God's design. I can tell when I do because I expeience intense negative emotion. Defiance has no purpose. God wants me to experience joy, love, sex, good health. By doing these I add my tiny contribution to the well-being of Nature.
I hope you like my explanation. I love stories illustrating unconditional and universal love. Christ I believe was so well connected with this part of nature that he is seen as divine by millions. When looked at in this way, the distinction between chistian and pagan becomes...........um, is there one?
love and affirmation, Scotty
I believe all organisms are connected by some sort of awareness. This connection I call nature. Pagans personify nature as a mother/Goddess. The Awareness I call nature is connected to me. So part of me has been aware for billions of years and will be for billions more. So when I die, that part of my awareness that exists independent of my living or dying continues. So like the tree's awareness it is impossible for me to describe it, But I believe it is there existing now and for billions of years to come
.
Love and joy experienced by an organism occur when it is in close connection with its souce energy of true nature. I judge whether I am in alignment with source energy by how I feel. expressing love feels wonderful so This action is in close alignment with the design intended for me by nature. The more love I express and receive, the more joy I feel, the more closely aligned with Nature's (God's) will. Each of my lovers activate joy in me differently. So my spectrum of experiencing joy is broader. I have five people who make love to me and each other. It is our circle of love. Five people who hold my heart and protect it. Five people I love and cherish and play with, have sex with, cry with, and feel each of their souls. This is my first best destiny.
Fear entrapment, self loathing disconnect me from God's will. To live and act counter to my passions, drives and feelings is defiance to God's design. I can tell when I do because I expeience intense negative emotion. Defiance has no purpose. God wants me to experience joy, love, sex, good health. By doing these I add my tiny contribution to the well-being of Nature.
I hope you like my explanation. I love stories illustrating unconditional and universal love. Christ I believe was so well connected with this part of nature that he is seen as divine by millions. When looked at in this way, the distinction between chistian and pagan becomes...........um, is there one?
love and affirmation, Scotty