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TigerXero
02-12-2007, 10:38 PM
Here's a response to a poem for my AP English IV class.

The poem is When a prophet... by Stephen Crane


When he prophet, a complacent fat man,
Arrive at the mountain-top
He cried: "Woe to my knowledge!
I intended to see good white lands
And bad black lands -
But the scene is gray."


Here's my response.


I love the amazingly simple message of this poem at a first glance. It says that the difference between right and wrong, even for a prophet, a man of religious stature, is not clear nor as simple as one might think it should be, even after dedicated study. The prophet says, "Woe to my knowledge!" because he is dismayed to see a lot of gray issues, not black or white ones, when he looks at the world.

A great comparison to this is when, say, a child such as myself who has been raised as a conservative Christian comes face to face with all the issues of the world. Despite being [allegedly] taught what is right and what is wrong according to the Bible, when we move outside of our protective niche, we find a lot of the world does not agree with what "we" say. We see evil and goodness, but then we also must come to terms with what we believe, and what is true.

When the prophet says he sees a gray scene, he might not just be talking about the world around him. There is a lot of disagreement among what the Bible teaches us to do and be, among Christians as a whole. For a gay Christian, this situation is further compounded with disagreement among individuals upon whether you will be condemned to hell or not for who you are, and this sure can't be good for one's psychological health. Indeed, when one's conservative beliefs and genuine feeling conflict, one does find himself crying at the top of a mountain. The scene is gray.



My teacher added on to the end of my analysis this: "Which is why, my dear, I no longer attend church. I can't subject myself to the enormous hypocrisy I see there. My God loves everyone, no matter what his/her persuasion/beliefs/color/creed! You're stronger than I am!"


I, personally, love how even in a public school system in a predominately conservative county, I'm still able to find security and rest with teachers at school. A voice for me to cry out to, in a sense.

Daniel
02-12-2007, 11:36 PM
Tiger- An interesting poem- which made me reflect on my own journey. One doesn't want to get 'fat' on one's own knowledge/understanding, does one? I see that tendency in myself. I see, now that I am in my late 40's, that part of being vibrantly alive as one grows older it the ability to stay open to the new, which one is offered, I believe, at every moment. The choice, one might say, is between expansion and contraction. Between Love and Fear.

u-dog
02-13-2007, 07:11 AM
Though I am saddened by your teacher's decision to stop attending church and even sadder that Christian hypocricy has pushed her away, I am very glad that she is your teacher. she took a risk to write that on your paper and support you in a personal way.

I'm very glad that you felt the freedom and had the courage to explore your experience and convictions in such an open way. It is so important to progress that people like yourself are standing firm in claiming your Christian identity as well as your gay identity.

As an older person with responsibilities and other people depending on him it is more complicated to do what you are doing and I am grateful that you are doing it.

Dave

TigerXero
02-13-2007, 05:20 PM
It definitely leads for interesting... meetings... with conservative Christians, and yes, it is sad that she stopped attending Church, but that's her decision. She's liberal, and we've already established an openness to saying things, so that is why I know she wasn't afraid to write that on my paper.

RainbowL'elly
02-14-2007, 02:05 AM
that's a great analysis- go you!

it's great that you can have such an open relationship with your teacher- it's hard to find people you can trust sometimes and it's always awesome to be able to connect with someone in a mentoring position!

blessed be.

and btw- i understand where she's coming from- i don't do church either.