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scott snedeker
07-30-2007, 10:23 PM
My l first pagan lover, Adrain, is leaving for Seattle. He is the keeper of my heart spirit. He has found joy with a new lover known as White Feather. For him my heart soars wiyh joy. But I am also heart-broken. I am warmed to know that he has found peace, considering the trauma he has endured. But the members of our heart circle and I mourn his leaving.

If I were to practice monoandry with any person, he would be the one.

Polyandry is not with out it's price,

wmanion
07-30-2007, 11:11 PM
Scotty,
I am sorry for your cirlce's loss, yet at the same I time I can see you are very happy for him as he moves along his road in life. I know his happiness means a lot to you and that in itself has so much healing power.

Hugz,
bill

Zerbie
07-30-2007, 11:17 PM
:love::love::love::love::love:

(((((((( Scotty ))))))))

The poignancy of what might have been, of roads not taken, has a peculiar way of stinging even when we are happy with where we are and would not go back to choose differently. I can imagine in the same situation, feeling very much the same as you describe.

I am happy for your dear Adrain. My heart goes out to you, as I know you have lost something irreplaceable.

Much love. :love:

Daniel
07-30-2007, 11:31 PM
Scotty- I think the sorrows of the heart are deepest and most painful sorrows we experience.

If I was there, I would hold you close and be still. Very still.

~

Tears are the beginning of wisdom- so the Sufi's say.

pnggrad79
07-31-2007, 06:44 AM
I am so sorry for your loss. I hope that soon one more just as special and dear to you joins the circle. {{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}:'(:'(:'(

scott snedeker
07-31-2007, 08:07 AM
It's a little easier knowing that I can share some of the burden. And I can appreciate that each moment I spend with each of my lovers is precious.

Vanessa White
07-31-2007, 02:45 PM
Scott: You have my thoughts and hugs in regard to the loss of Adrain. I am sure it will be difficult for you, even in rejoicing for his happiness, it is a loss for yourself. You, who seem to be so pure and open of heart, can also rejoice in your paths being united for a time. It will be someone who stays in your heart for all time. Peace, love and warm thoughts, Vanessa :love: