Single for a week

[pnggrad79]

Well my wife is leaving going to New Orleans for training for a new job tomorrow. I am so depressed. I am going to miss the hell out of her. :(:(:(:( We haven't spent a week apart since we got together, (except for one stupid week, but I will spare you the details) I don't relish time alone without her. I love her company. I love being with her. I love sleeping with her. I love us together. Being apart is just dumb.

Oh well. Pray for my sanity until she gets back. Until then I tend to walk around like I have lost my best friend, like I lost my left arm, and my puppy died. Geez, am I a sap or what????????????:rolleyes:

[keltic63]

ooooohhhh, you're gonna like this





sure, it drives you crazy while she's gone.



but when she gets back:
http://braino.org/me/wp-content/0607_fireworks_green.jpg

[pnggrad79]

Yeah, you're so right, keltic! She is packing right now, and I had to go to church by myself. It wasn't so bad, except when everyone asked where she was. Geez, I hate this...Am I just a big old sap? Is it normal to feel this way when the one you love leaves for any amount of time?

[pnggrad79]

oh God this week was horrible without her. I cried almost every day and to make matters even worse, she has to do this damn thing all over again in May. In addition, she was bombarded with information all day and had tests she had to take at least twice that I knew of. She couldn't call using her cell because she had no signal in her room. Plus she was off meeting with different people from the class, getting to know them, etc. I was here being miserable without her body next to me at night, no one to kiss good morning, no one to look forward to coming home to, all of that....

Damn I hate this....:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(

[keltic63]

oh God this week was horrible without her. I cried almost every day and to make matters even worse, she has to do this damn thing all over again in May. In addition, she was bombarded with information all day and had tests she had to take at least twice that I knew of. She couldn't call using her cell because she had no signal in her room. Plus she was off meeting with different people from the class, getting to know them, etc. I was here being miserable without her body next to me at night, no one to kiss good morning, no one to look forward to coming home to, all of that....

Damn I hate this....:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(


so does she come home tomorrow or sunday?

[pnggrad79]

Tomorrow (Saturday 1/19). She wrote me an email saying she was just as anxious to see me as I was her. She was going to try to get an earlier flight out just to get home to me earlier. AWWW!!!!

Pray for us tomorrow, Keltic, please! My cousin,Debbie, invited US to her son's wedding at a Baptist church in Nederland, TX. She loves me and I love her. Our birthdays are exactly one day from each other's 4 years apart. She's 51 and I am 47. Anyway, it should be interesting, because I am introducing my wife as such. I will not call her my partner, my friend, my significant other. Dammit, she is my wife and I am damn proud of it and proud that my cousin would invite us to the wedding. We will probably be the only lesbians to ever grace that tiny church, and I will be proud to do it. Pray that we don't get thrown out, because I am not sure how my aunt, Debbie's mom, will react. My aunt is my mom's sister and probably just as homophobic as my mom.

I am picking wife up at the airport here in Houston, and driving 2 hours to Beaumont. Pray for safe journey, a good night's sleep for both of us in each other's arms, a good visit with my parents, and that the wedding goes off without a scene. Thanks for being there for me. :)