Jennifer5
05-07-2008, 12:59 PM
I don't really know which title would be more appropriate for this thread, so I chose both.
Yesterday was a weird day...
I spent a lot of the day thinking about my dad and what he's put us through (it was his birthday). I kept thinking that when it comes down to it there was only one thing that I can think of that I will NEVER be able to forgive him for. That was the time during the divorce that he tried to claim that the baby that my mom had lost was not his (Michael was his). I felt like I was watching the video playing back she we heard the accusation was made and how much that one hurt all of us. I kept thinking that I needed to get my letter to the therapist since he's about due to start harassing us again.... and my mind just kept going.
But where it gets weird... I was not talking to my mom or sister about all of this, I was just thinking it.
My sister said that she knew that we would be hearing from him that day, since it was his birthday (he sent us a card which said something like "it's my birthday, why don't you send me a card or call me and say something nice. Love, dad").
Now, my mom finally comes and gets us from school so that we can tie our brainwaves together even more...
As some of you know, she had been having some kind of serious medical issues lately... and she said that the reason that she was late was because she had to go home first and call the doctor to get some scan thing done. She said, I forgot that this could've been a problem. She asked, "do you remember that Michael was a twin; and that that was never fully taken care of?"
Of course I remembered that (we didn't know that he was a twin until after she lost him, the other baby hadn't made it very far)... she was saying that she was wondering if this was possibly part of what was causing her so many problems.
Alright... so, we weren't speaking to each other, but our minds were all thinking the same way; without knowing what was going on with the doctor or him contacting us, we were all thinking about these things. How can you explain this?
Who else has had this sort of thing happen to them?
sorry for the rambling, if what I said didn't make sense, I can restate things
Yesterday was a weird day...
I spent a lot of the day thinking about my dad and what he's put us through (it was his birthday). I kept thinking that when it comes down to it there was only one thing that I can think of that I will NEVER be able to forgive him for. That was the time during the divorce that he tried to claim that the baby that my mom had lost was not his (Michael was his). I felt like I was watching the video playing back she we heard the accusation was made and how much that one hurt all of us. I kept thinking that I needed to get my letter to the therapist since he's about due to start harassing us again.... and my mind just kept going.
But where it gets weird... I was not talking to my mom or sister about all of this, I was just thinking it.
My sister said that she knew that we would be hearing from him that day, since it was his birthday (he sent us a card which said something like "it's my birthday, why don't you send me a card or call me and say something nice. Love, dad").
Now, my mom finally comes and gets us from school so that we can tie our brainwaves together even more...
As some of you know, she had been having some kind of serious medical issues lately... and she said that the reason that she was late was because she had to go home first and call the doctor to get some scan thing done. She said, I forgot that this could've been a problem. She asked, "do you remember that Michael was a twin; and that that was never fully taken care of?"
Of course I remembered that (we didn't know that he was a twin until after she lost him, the other baby hadn't made it very far)... she was saying that she was wondering if this was possibly part of what was causing her so many problems.
Alright... so, we weren't speaking to each other, but our minds were all thinking the same way; without knowing what was going on with the doctor or him contacting us, we were all thinking about these things. How can you explain this?
Who else has had this sort of thing happen to them?
sorry for the rambling, if what I said didn't make sense, I can restate things