05-15-2011, 05:01 PM
My name is Rosh. I'm coming out of an extremely conservative, abusive Christian background. I don't think there is a single Christian I've been close to who hasn't abused me in some way. I'm pretty jaded with the entire idea of God. I don't think I've necessarily lost my faith, but I pretty much hate almost all of Christianity now--if only because I've never met a loving "christian." I'm bisexual, but I've only had one partner. I'm giving this a try because Soulforce's mission gives me hope that I might actually be able to renew my faith. I don't want to lose my religion, but up until now, I haven't really seen any other option. I'm hoping here I can find love and acceptance and open-mindedness and trust.