Hey : I just wanted to tell you ( I am only viewing your dialogue after it has been going on all week) that it takes a lot of courage and self-love to leave what you did in terms of your marriage, and that I admire you for doing what you have to to live a more true life. However, the road is long and difficult, and I am sure it is very easy for you to have self-doubt at times. I am glad you have faithful persons to lean on and to support you. I cannot personally identify with your situation, but I support you and your efforts, and I do hope you get to have your son overnight- you have a right to that. Good luck and God bless you.....Vanessa