Wow Patrick, here are some hugs for you, you need 'em! {{{

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So, we are back at the argument "the devil made you do it". Yeah, I have some family who feel that way as well. It's a frustrating and nearly impossible argument to deal with. AGGGHHHHHHAAAAAAA!
I dunno, just a thought, but perhaps the common Christian belief of "original sin" is partly why some folk destroy their precious little children? To save them from hell??? It's just so bizzare to me, and although it's something that's been hammered into my head (and out my ears thank goodness) by so-called Christian folk my whole life, but still hard to grasp and BIZARRE.
Sometimes it feels easier to go back into hiding and avoid 'them'. But we can't give up. Keep on keepin' on Patrick!