"I prayed to God constantly and still do to send me some sort of sign and tell me what He wants of me so that I might try to do it."
"We managed to DEFEAT the amendment locally through strong grassroots organizing even though it passed elsewhere by large margins where we did not have the resources to mount an effective campaign..."
Don't you think you've got your answer? It sounds like an answer to me.
Welcome, Bruce, and peace be with you.