My true bliss right now is that fact that I FINALLY feel like I'm being me....like me for real.....although I have a secret and my life is not what I expected....I am sooooo happy and so happy as me....
Now....part of the reason why I am happy is becasue of my girlfriend. A year ago you couln't have paid me enough for me to believe that I was going to be here right now living this life....
My girlfriend and I began our 'relationship' (3 years ago) hating eachother.....we were always in competition and thought the other was stuck up and snobby....we had a wonderful opportunity to go on a trip together.....to make a long story short we left best friends and two years later she is still my best friend.....and so much more. I began to realize that I had feelings for her that were not just "silly" about 7 months ago....it scared me but I confinded in a good friend of mine who I know is gay and he convinced me to talk to her.....again fast forwarding....almost three months ago after a long/late night conversation I finally told her how I felt about her....I have been all smiles ever since.....
I know that it hasn't been a long time....I know its new and a first for me....she turned my life upside down and inside out.....all the hopes and dreams I had ever had changed so quickly and there is so much I just don't know....
I do know I'm happy. She is amazing....she is so kind, compassionate and loving. She is supportive and helpful. She is there through everything and when she looks at me....I melt. She has helped me discover what I want and most importantly who I am.....
and I LOVE WHO I AM!!
I know I haven't been this happy....maybe ever......and I blame her
Thank you for listening....it feels really good to share the story.....Vanessa this was a GREAT idea.....