Originally Posted by chuck2pastor
This past November I contacted the local MCC and was able to talk to their pastor. Of course local is about 20 miles from where I live, which isn't too bad of a distance to go for such support. He invited me to participate in as many of his church's activities as I would like and be able to. I really appreciated his kindness to me.
I always thought I would make my marriage work for a lifetime, but I just can't do it. I just can't.
I know that feeling Chuck. I had the best intentions of being married for life. and when the marriage didn't cure my attraction to men, I just figured I'd have to stay married and endure it. I figured that all the hype about how wonderful a good marriage/relationship can be was just over-rated. I figured everyone else was as miserable as I was. Boy, was I wrong! I was with the wrong person and with someone of the wrong sex. Now that I got that corrected, I can't believe what I'd denied myself all those years!