Wow - one day without internet, and I missed this whole great conversation!
pnggrad, I enjoyed your long post. You are right about fear, it is its own energy and can do a lot of damage. Sometimes it still bothers me, as I was feeling intimidated when I made the original post. It amazes me there is still that much in me, when I keep moving past new walls of it every day. Amazing.
Anyway - y'all have a merry Christmas and Hannukah today!
Hugs all round!