[Juls]

I am back from a visit in Florida to celebrate my oldest daughter's college graduation. I had a lot of time to think about how I feel about being who I am. Since I have been attracted to both sexes all my life I never really called myself gay or a lesbian. I never wanted to put a label on it and have frequently felt that I was afraid to call myself bi-sexual because I saw that as a cop-out for not just coming clean with being a gay. But I can honestly say that I have fallen in love with both sexes. Currently I have a GF and love her very much. I can't see myself ever loving anyone else. I decided recently that it is OK to be bi-sexual and that it isn't a cop-out. I know it isn't a fad or trend for me. I ordered the books that have been recommended, thanks, and look forward to devouring them. I have made a conscience decision to retrain my brain to accept who I am as a creation of God. This business of "choice" comes from ignorance. Everyone's words of encouragement and experiences have given me so much support and has helped me to pursue coming out with a whole new outlook that I can actually do this. Thanks.