Oh my goodness...where do I even begin?? You are all SO wonderful! Thank you so much for reaching out and responding and supporting me during this time. Even though it's an online forum, I could still feel the love & support permeating from each of your messages. I did what you suggested Rick and wrote down my feelings. It's tucked away so be pulled out someday when the moment comes I can look back and...laugh (??)...well at least smile. I'm starting to feel better...everyone's words of encouragement helped emmensly!
I read and re-read everyone's post.
Thank you all so much!! I don't know any of you personally but you mean the world to me!