I am so sorry for your loss and I am quite sure that after 42 years together that you had a lifetime of memories to carry with you. I know John hears you, and is there for you in times of your humanness. You are lucky to have had him for so long. It is a testament to the fact that gays and lesbians need and deserve the right to be married, because it isn't just a piece of paper it is a lifetime of commitment. Much love to you.
If everyone cared and nobody cried, if everyone loved and nobody lied, if everyone shared and swallowed their pride, we'd see the day when nobody died. IF EVERYONE CARED/Nickelback