Oh Rick, that's so sweet and touching, and tears in my eyes...
From a free cryer to a not so free cryer, it's not easy to cry even when the crying comes easy. I'm learning that my GF is okay with it, it doesn't make me a juvenile loser, and it actually makes me feel better after I can breathe again.
Hugs to you, especially after losing your precious Randall. You can come cry on my shoulder anytime - freely and without embarassment.