A Course in Miracles
Right now, what I see is all the distance between what I think I am (or want to be) and the way I behave/talk, etc, not coming anyplace close to living up to that.
Just a suggestion...A Couse in Miracles speaks a great deal to "seeing" from a spiritual perspective. While I do not agree 100% with ACiM (hell, I don't agree with ANY religion 100%, not even my own!
) I do reccommend it if you've never worked through it before. It was and is an eye-opening spiritual exercise for me...
god over me, god before me, god behind me; on thy path, o god, thou in my steps...