Originally Posted by andrewlittle
So, little by little, as the days tick by, my heart breaks just a little more because I canít quite envision how God can use a vessel quite this broken.
I would appreciate your prayers - for wellness and discernment.
Those prayers you have my brother. In my experience and understanding broken vessels who know that they are broken are the ONLY kind that God uses. Unbroken vessels and broken vessels who are unaware of their brokeness tend to think that they ARE God.
Take whatever time you need to care for yourself even if that means a longer term disability. Let God decide what is to come after (since he will ANYWAY).
Know that you are loved by many!!