[Vanessa White]

I just wanted to give a brief update. Today is better than a week ago was. That is progress. I just got back from a trip across the state for work, but the break from the tension at home was needed for me. I am feeling quite resolved in my decision, but have such a sense of guilt over it. I do believe that it will get better, and that joy will again show itself to me, although my daughter brings me the greatest joy there is. I feel guilty for being hopeful. I do know that, no matter how difficult it remains, or how many uncertain days ahead, that the choice made is the right one and I need to trust it. Thank you for all of your support and love- it means so much more than I can even express. PEace all, Vanessa