Welcome Nicki! The forums are not very active on Saturday.
I am very sorry to hear that you broke up with your girlfriend. I know that it is hard to imagine right now, but it will get easier. May I ask why you broke up? Have you talked to her since then the break up?
Give it some time, but listen to your heart.
I'm 18 and I have not been fortunate enough to experience that kind of loving relationship yet.
"What would you attempt to do if you knew you would not fail?"