I didn't sleep 2 days .. and now I haven't got power write here... and lap top is turing off now...coz I didn't charge it...much work....I must relaxing lil bit....
Lola.... call me and say that can't live without me....
But it's not make me happy....I sayed to her, that I adore her and love, but I ll not able be with her if she can't choose her way : LOVE or FEAR can make us be together....
may be I am upset now...and some go mad.... but It's seem to me that if I take her back she will be afraid again be my woman....
ooohhh it's really many gays people around me... but I don't wanna be with somebody some time... I tired....
now it's like black line in my life - creative crisis with albom, Lola..My friends take offence that I don't find for them time, Kamilla a daughter of Lola began worry about that I do not visit theirs place, on work a blockage full.... I have got tired simply tired...And I am not given holiday.... I strong I will consult, the life has learnt me to survive...Save me God!!! in Jesus I trust....
Have a nice day to all. Thanks you Bruce! I ll contact to you when I became that Nicki, who was lil bit possitive...
everything allright
Yours
Nicki Viner