I was asked to go to a meeting with the senior pastor's wife tonight.
She told me flat out I am something God hates.
That I cannot be gay and still be a Christian, but that she still loves me. (which is amazingly contradictory if you ask me) anyways the concern is what I will do tonight, because I am scared out of my mind, and horribly sad
So if anyone is out there reading this~ I'd appreciate your prayers.