Forgive me, Scotty. You are having a serious discussion and I interject some pop philosophy for humor's sake. Now I'll sit back and try to learn something from what you all are saying.
BTW, you're not the only one that deals with self-hatred. I was have sex with an older boy when I was twelve. However, when the other boys showed up later to torment him I joined right in. It was out of fear of being discovered that I did it. Years later I've tried to find him to beg forgiveness but I can't locate him.
"Beloved let us tolerate one another. For tolerance is of God and everyone that tolerates is born of God and knows God. He that tolerates not, knows not God for God is tolerance." 1 John 4:7,8
Last edited by BrianB; 12-25-2009 at 01:51 AM.
Reason: share some background.