Hi there Legendary. So you are in a relationship with a great guy--congratulations!! Will things go wrong at times, will you have disagreements? Assuming this thing lasts for some time, yeah you will. That's life.
I understand fear. I've lived with it much of my years and am still overcoming it day by day. Interestingly, I talked with a Native American shaman last night from whom I am buying a custom-made drum. She asked me about traits I wanted to get rid of and I named fear. Rabbit is invoked against fear in Native spirituality, and rabbit tracks are going on my drum, as well as skunk (invoked against low self-esteem
. I've been told so many times that if we expect bad, that's probably what we'll get. Follow your heart, and I agree with the others, pay no attention to hompophobic "spiritual leaders." They are frauds and not worthy of your time and veneration.