Gennee, good luck and God bless. You are loved, and God made you just the way H/She wanted you to be. Do I mean you should have been happy in the gender you were born into? Nope. I mean that God created you to walk a certain path and it sounds like your transition is part of that path....and maybe your experiences are supposed to help someone else struggling with difficult, life-changing choices. I can only imagine the difficulties you have and will face, but you definitely seem to know Who you have to back you up, and again....good luck!