Fly like a goose
I think you wrote this on another thread.....
Not too long ago...
Craziest dream or aspiration: to make a major difference... I'll confess that I used to have aspirations to become the "Gay Gandhi".
So be that. How's that for an answer?
Interesting dynamic in that you want to teach but don't want to be a teacher per se. You like leading and helping people. It sounds to me as if your inner deamon (angel) is encouraging you to be the goose at the head of the V shape as they course across the sky to somewhere fabulous. Perhaps you're a Leader and not a Follower. No matter what you do you may always be more comfortable at the head of the pack. And guess what? You've indicated that you already were dreaming up something like SF already. Hmmmmmm. Running and leading an organization depends on all kinds of skills, business as well as financial. Business Administration perhaps?
Try this on: Imagine someone who you really admire and trust and think about what that person would tell you.
Try this on: Start at the top. Email Mel White and ask him about this. Take the risk. That may be the first step.
Oh yeah.....listen you your dreams. Keep a dream journal.
Be the love you seek.