Hi there! Your story is one of courage. I wish you well on your journey. I'm sorry you lost your positions within the church. I believe there's a verse about who can throw stones... It took me years to get to a place in my life where I love and affirm myself as a gay person. I then embarked on a spiritual search, which has led me beyond the church. You will find a number of strong Christians here, and some have already greeted you. Blessings and peace.
"And though I may not know the answers, I can finally say I am free. And if the questions led me here, then I am who I was born to be." --Susan Boyle
"If all fools could fly, the sun would be eclipsed forever." --Dutch proverb