Hey Ryan,
Instead of wishing and hoping for a someday when you'll be at peace, let today be the day.
It's all about acceptance and grace.
It takes courage to receive. It takes courage to let go of the old ways of thinking. It takes courage to have hope that maybe, just maybe God does delight in you, that God made you as you are, and that God loves your socks off.
The miracle peace you want is available simply by having the courage to accept the possibility of your goodness, your worth and your importance to God.
"For I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you. Plans to give you the future you hope for."
"Before I formed you in your mothers womb, I knew you."
"I have come that you might have LIFE and have it more abundantly."
