hello. I can relate to just about anything you have said. It angers me just how much this struggle has taken from my life. It's hard to hear that you have been struggling ever since the young age of 5 years old. I first experienced my victimization of "spiritual violence" around high school from reading about homosexuality on Christian websites. I hope you are confident and comfortable now if you have been looking at the resources on this site as well as other sites like Epistle.us. I'm still struggling with dealing with the inner hatred and anger over what this issue has done to me however. Sometimes I can put it aside and do what I have to do everyday, yet I am completely gray. By "gray" I mean that I cannot simply enjoy anything in life, even though I still try to keep my chin up and do what I have to do each day.
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