Originally Posted by pnggrad79
It is July and she is still gone. I am in Anchorage with my sister and seriously considering moving up here permanently even though I am cold all the time. We have a lot of financial troubles at home that I am leaving her to deal with, and frankly I am just running away from it all. She chose to leave and I guess I did too. I really miss her but hate her all the same.
Is there really any hope for the brokenhearted? Does it ever really go away?
At some time you will stop in your tracks and wonder. When did I stop pining over her? You will not be able to know it when it happens, but it will. Start a new chapter that is your life.
Take up a new purpose that demands your presence in the moment. From this moment on the rest of your life begins. Dye your hair. Go on a crash diet. discard your old clothes and pictures. leave the past and don't look back. Sell all of your belongings and buy a motorcycle or something similar. Take up cross-country skiing and ice fishing. Join the national park service
Find the opportunity in change that leads you to the satisfactory new option this is frredom from your old self that needs to die, wants to die..and be reborn into a new self that does not let the wonder of discovery become shackled by the past.