She sings songs to me like the one I mentioned, yet when we talk, she does nothing but list off a litany of complaints and things I did wrong. Never admitting failure on her part, but you would think I ran over her mother, and killed her dog the way she rants and raves. I just don't think I was ever good enough for her and why she stayed around for 22 years is beyond me. She says whatever I did that was unintentional, it is still unforgivable. Where do I go from here? She already says I am wasted flesh and a piece of $%#@! How do you love someone whom you think is wasted flesh? I just don't understand any of this.
And these complaints? Most of them I knew nothing about. She didn't bother to communicate anything to me. I guess one of my other flaws is that I can't read her mind. I guess now she expects me to walk on water and bring the 10 commandments down from Mt. Sinai.
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If everyone cared and nobody cried, if everyone loved and nobody lied, if everyone shared and swallowed their pride, we'd see the day when nobody died. IF EVERYONE CARED/Nickelback
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