Well the working together bit aint chosen, thats how we met. I know what your saying, to be honest i dont think she wants to. And yeah i have to look at the reality of the situation. Do i accept this can never be? or do i wait and hope it all works out?
Shes so so down at the min, she has this guilt which is dragging her down the double life so to speak. I feel so terrible, i looked in her eyes today and i felt sick as its me thats making her feel this, if she'd never have met me she would be fine.