[pnggrad79]

I told her today via text message that I am done! I am tired of beating my head against a brick wall and pouring all my energy into the definition of futility. She wants her freedom,she can have it. I am tired of being the little hurt puppy! Damn her! I hope she falls flat on her face. I move into an apt on Aug.1 and will start living my life alone. Well, with my two daughters, but essentially alone. They have their own lives and will be gone in a year or so. So essentially alone. I just need time to heal and put everything she ever said or did in attic in my head and try to forget. It may be impossible, but I think the more I don't see her, the better off I will be. She has become this cold,hard,ruthless bitch and I don't like her now. I will always love her but that has to be put to rest as well.