[chadp81]

All of you guys have been a huge help to me! I could never begin to tell you how much...

My journey is getting better, I'm not depressed all the time anymore.. I've came out to 3 more friends, one sister, one aunt, and 3 cousins... everybody has been great, so loving, caring, supportive... Not at all what I expected, I thought I would be shunned from by the whole family... They keep telling me that they all kind of knew, and it doesn't change who I am...

I've been thinking about moving to a bigger city... I love NYC, but I don't think I could afford to live there on my own... I'm really leaning toward Denver Colorado...

Also, I've decided to change churches... I can't go somewhere that's going to judge me for being gay, when I didn't choose it to begin with...

Pianoplayer, I really appreciate the inspirational word you gave me... I truly believe his love will see me through!


God Bless,
Thanks again!