She went through insemination two weeks ago and it failed. I see it as a sign that maybe we might be putting the cart before the horse. Her parents refuse to let me in the house, as if I am some sort of evil demon bent on harming them. Her gay brother is just as toxic. I haven't even told my family, they will have a hairy fit.
But all that to say, if God wants her to have a child, it will happen, but not until then. This is a faithwalk for me and if she leaves again, I have told her to just stay gone. I can't handle the emotional trauma she always leaves in her wake. I said if you stay, you stay, period. No more leaving. I am done!
If everyone cared and nobody cried, if everyone loved and nobody lied, if everyone shared and swallowed their pride, we'd see the day when nobody died. IF EVERYONE CARED/Nickelback