Originally Posted by pnggrad79
She went through insemination two weeks ago and it failed. I see it as a sign that maybe we might be putting the cart before the horse. Her parents refuse to let me in the house, as if I am some sort of evil demon bent on harming them. Her gay brother is just as toxic. I haven't even told my family, they will have a hairy fit.
But all that to say, if God wants her to have a child, it will happen, but not until then. This is a faithwalk for me and if she leaves again, I have told her to just stay gone. I can't handle the emotional trauma she always leaves in her wake. I said if you stay, you stay, period. No more leaving. I am done!
And you haven't told your family? And her family can't stand you? Why does this all sound like a mess in the making?
I'd hardly call it that. Faith is built on the truth. And you won't/can't tell it to the people who are supposed be mean the most to us- that is - family.
Who do you think you are fooling?
Haven't seen a counselor, have you? All very hush, hush, secret drama? That's a recipe for disaster.
How can you be honest with others when you are being dishonest with yourself?