In the school of thought or faith of which I am part we call doubt spiritual or divine discontent. Or perhaps an itch. We'd say that what you're looking for, you're looking with, and looking at. Spiritual teachers are great or not if what they say doesn't resonate with you. We look too far away for Reality. Our ignorance of our divine nature is explained in that we have looked right past it, perhaps too obvious and familiar to be dependably divine. Nothing can be done to you or for you that isn't done through you and as you. Caring is a conscious decision.
Sexual orientation has nothing to do with it.
Ben N. Moore
It's great to have here to be.