As a multiplicity, I enjoy your awareness of selves... We wonder, however, what you mean by Killed? We can see, in the context you use it, as a transformation... however, too often people use the word "kill" as if it meant "destroy"... When that which has been made cannot be un-made... only changed -> transformed...
Mostly... I guess that outside of that one word, we would have seen the rest as Beautiful, the first time through ~smiles~
It's just a concept that many people with Dissociative Identity Disorder have, and most therapists, etc, don't really have a base to work from, in understanding that, if someone with DID want's to be a "single person", they have to ~transform~ parts, and adding them into the "whole", in order to "be like normal people"... too many shrinks and stuff tell them to "get rid of" their alters, which causes them too much suffering to even ~imagine~ such an impossible chore (except where I've noticed some lie to themselves, saying they "got rid of that part" only to have it resurface again later, angry)...
Sorry to disrupt anything, It's just something I've been trying to explain to my mother, because she told me I have to "get rid of" my dragon... just so she can feel "safe"... as if he would ever hurt anyone, anyways... and as if I actually could do what she was asking ~lol~
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