Thanks, BN, I will check it out. When I get to missing her, I tell myself it is the fantasy I miss, the reality that she is a narcissistic control freak with avoidant tendencies and is emotionally stupid, I don't miss. I don't have to get caught up in her drama. Let her go! It is killing the fantasy that is hard. It was a nice fantasy. But a fantasy that doesn't exist for me anymore.
If everyone cared and nobody cried, if everyone loved and nobody lied, if everyone shared and swallowed their pride, we'd see the day when nobody died. IF EVERYONE CARED/Nickelback