[Victoria]

Originally Posted by pnggrad79

Is it time or just our brains way of shutting out the pain and developing emotional amnesia? I really would like to forget I ever knew her. So much pain, torment, emotional rollercoaster and deception. Victoria, you are right, I need to love me before I can love anyone else. I deserve better than the abuse she dished out.

Telling yourself that is a start... but when you start to doubt that it's true, you start backsliding ~lol~

I had to, for a long time, constantly remind myself of how ~hurtful~ the relationship was to me, how ~abusive~ my wife was... in order to keep myself above the backsliding attempts to go back to her... and it ~hurts even more~ sometimes, to remember that stuff, while blocking out the ~good~ stuff... it's hard, and it hurts, but it's not an impossible task.

I'm sorry you're hurting so much, and I hope and pray for you, that it passes soon ~hugz~

~V~