I am in the same place, brother. All I can say is, ask God to forgive you, and if possible ask the person to forgive you. You have done your part then, forgiveness is up to them. God already has forgiven you.
I did all I could for my ex wife and she threw it away like it was trash. I am broken, alone and depressed, but I am holding onto the hope that God will work all this mess out and I will be whole again.
Praying for you.
If everyone cared and nobody cried, if everyone loved and nobody lied, if everyone shared and swallowed their pride, we'd see the day when nobody died. IF EVERYONE CARED/Nickelback