Great to hear from you Offog and AlRubyx.
I'm so sorry to hear that you are feeling so low AlRubyx. You must remember that God made you and He loves you as you are.He wants to be the Lord of your life.Your parents are shocked and are saying things because they are hurt.It is a big shock to discover that your child is gay and it is SO hard for straight people to understand what you are going through.
I will pray for you.Are you still attending church?You need people alongside you to help.I work in mental health as a volunteer and I would urge you to seek help for your depression.Your life is a precious gift.
Offog, thank you for your welcome and your support, it is much appreciated.I'm glad Soulforce has been such a blessing to you.