Thanks... It's actually my sister too... but it looks like we'll be moving now no matter what happens... I'll make sure we have internet service this is pretty much all I have now... and as for coming to a soulforce event, I was in Colorado last spring and ever since I left I haven't found a place where I feel more at home and welcomed, I'm already trying to figure out a way to get to Colorado this summer, I've missed the group of people that I met from the minute I left.
But anyway, it looks like we'll probably be just starting our life over.... we'll live in a cottage on the back of my grandparents property, it's a nice place in Half Moon Bay California, but I really wanted to be in more of a kid friendly area. But we would be selling almost everthing we have which at this point is a lot... my mom said she doesn't want to move a bunch of stuff again and we would pretty much start from the beginning... I'm freaked out by the idea of just leaving but it seems like the best choice. Now my sister and I just have to figure out how to traine one of our dogs other wise my mom said we have to find her a different home... I guess everything happens for a reason... but the dog would be the hardest to leave behind.
I'm just really glad for soulforce right now, believe it or not you all help me to feel a lot better and I know I'll always have something.