Alone and starting over...

[bldgcharacter]

Hi,

My name is Scott. I was motivated to become part of this community after watching the documentary 'For the Bible Tells Me So.'

The film made me realize how alone I am in the world. My wealthy, appearance-conscious relatives have disowned me for being gay. I thought I could live a full life without family, but now I'm not so sure. There is a history of suicide among the men in my family. Although never discussed, I've learned that at least two of these men, my relatives, were gay. I don't want to become another statistic.

I'm well aware while we can't choose our relatives, we can choose our family. So, I'm here seeking a family whose love is unconditional. In addition, I want to become an active part of the Soulforce community in an effort to help others who've also found themselves in my situation.

I recently moved to Phoenix, AZ and desperately need help rebuilding my life with the help of supportive, nurturing individuals I one day hope to call 'family.' Will someone help me? Please?

Feel free to contact me at my regular email address: bldgcharacter@netzero.net.

Peace, love and light...

Scott

[wmanion]

Scott,
Welcome to SoulForce. We are like a family here and I am glad you found a place where you can be safe. I am sure that being alone is only a temporary situation and as you start to reach out to others in the community they will reach out to you. And you must remember that you are truly never alone, a higher power is there beside you and loves you just as you are. Many of us here have felt alone and full of despair to the point of suicide but we all know that isn't the answer. I am sure you will hear from Zerbie who is also in Arizona. She is a wonderful person. Right now she is very busy in Seven Straight Nights but I am sure you will hear from her. There are also very many people here that have sound advice and gentle. loving hearts. Welcome to the the SoulForce family.

Bill

[Pablo Rafael]

Glad to have you with us. Please feel free to share more about yourself. Being alone is something that I know quite well. It seem like I am by myself most of the time. The people here online can help; they have been a support for me.

Something that is vitally important for me is being part of a faith community. In church I am part of a big family. It gives me strength and support. Being gay and Christian has its difficulties, but I have discovered there are places that are affirming and loving.

You and I are almost neighbors. By the standards of the west you are a stone's throw from me here in southwestern Colorado.

Tu Amigo, Pablo

[tymejumper]

Hello and welcome. Don't let it get you down, we are here for you.

Many of us have lost family because of who we love. I too have lost several members. The really funny part of it is the 3 people that have problems with me being a lesbian, are all in my fathers side( his mother, him and my borther)who out of 15 cousins...11 are LGBT!.

You hang in there, we have learned to chose our own family. I rebuilt mine, with my wifes supportive parents, my mom and aunt, a mish mash of friends and those in the community itself.

Zerbie is in AZ, but she is working on Proposition 8 I believe. There are those of us there with you. I am sure when she gets time she will contact you or post here. Maybe you are close enough to help out with it. Anyhow, feel free to IM me is you would like to chat.

Much Metta
Bekah

[BruceChris]

Those who posted earlier have pretty much covered welcoming you. Here's a couple of URL's that might interest you:

http://www.sevenstraightnights.org/article/31 -- Phoenix

http://www.soulforce.org/forums/showthread.php?t=1093 -- My wonderful church


Edit:BLDG? Does that stand for Building?


Peace and Love, Bruce Chris

[Gennee]

Hi Scott and welcome. This is a wonderful site and you can feel free to be yourself. I am a trasngender person and the support of forums like Soulforce have helped me tremendously. I'm blessed to have a supportive spouse. Feel free to share more about yourself.

Gennee

[Daniel]

Scott- Welcome to the forum. There is a member here who lives in the valley around Phoenix- and I bet she will make her appearance soon enough- Zerbie- Bekah has already mentioned her. And she goes to a gay -friendly church. Perhaps a place to start reaching out and choosing family?

You know, it's said that half of life is showing up. And it sounds that you are well on your way to finding you way.

Wishing you much peace and joy.

[Zerbie]

Originally Posted by wmanion

Scott,
I am sure you will hear from Zerbie who is also in Arizona. She is a wonderful person. Right now she is very busy in Seven Straight Nights but I am sure you will hear from her.

Bill

Originally Posted by tymejumper

Zerbie is in AZ, but she is working on Proposition 8 I believe.


Bekah

Originally Posted by bldgcharacter

Hi,

My name is Scott. I was motivated to become part of this community after watching the documentary 'For the Bible Tells Me So.'

The film made me realize how alone I am in the world. My wealthy, appearance-conscious relatives have disowned me for being gay. I thought I could live a full life without family, but now I'm not so sure. There is a history of suicide among the men in my family. Although never discussed, I've learned that at least two of these men, my relatives, were gay. I don't want to become another statistic.

I'm well aware while we can't choose our relatives, we can choose our family. So, I'm here seeking a family whose love is unconditional. In addition, I want to become an active part of the Soulforce community in an effort to help others who've also found themselves in my situation.

I recently moved to Phoenix, AZ and desperately need help rebuilding my life with the help of supportive, nurturing individuals I one day hope to call 'family.' Will someone help me? Please?

Feel free to contact me at my regular email address: bldgcharacter@netzero.net.

Peace, love and light...

Scott

Originally Posted by Daniel

Scott- Welcome to the forum. There is a member here who lives in the valley around Phoenix- and I bet she will make her appearance soon enough- Zerbie- Bekah has already mentioned her. And she goes to a gay -friendly church. Perhaps a place to start reaching out and choosing family?
.

Hello, Scott. Welcome!

Your alone-ness is temporary. You've just moved here? Makes sense then, that you would feel on your own. I'm glad you're reaching out. You've already heard from a tremendous bunch of people here, and they have great insights and deep caring.

Perhaps with time, the relationship with your biological family may change. But you cannot spend your life waiting for that to happen. In the meantime, YES, you CAN create a family - your real family - with those who love you exactly as you are, no bullshit.

As our other friends have mentioned, we're neighbors. Hubby & I live east of Phoenix.
I've been totally busy working on the 7 Straight Nights project.
Any chance you might have heard about it, or drove past us the other night? We were standing vigil on the corner of 24th St & Camelback Rd, to deliver the message that we stand for unity and love in our community, and that everyone is a valued member of our society.
All the people who rallied, delivered speeches, held signs and candles, did that because they care about their gay neighbors in Arizona, and that includes YOU. All those people consider you a vital part of their community - and that doesn't mean gay community, that means the ENTIRE community. They're your family.

Here. Someone mentioned my church.
I'm inviting you to take a visit to the church I go to.
I am a life-long church-o-phobe, and yet I cannot emphasize enough how wonderful, warm, welcoming, and caring this group is. They will march miles to make you feel included and welcomed. I know, because I myself am very new there, and have only been going since the summer. Joining this church is one of the top 3 smartest things I ever did for myself.

The church is right in the center of Phoenix, off of 7th Ave by the corner of Indian School Rd.
http://www.communitychurchofhope.com/CCH_home.html

If that isn't quite your speed, I can still recommend other valley organizations, including a few churches, that you might enjoy connecting with.

Let me know! I'm happy to list my personal recommendations.

Oh and - there's a big festival coming up in Phoenix in a few weeks. You may already know about it, the Rainbows Festival. And also the AIDS Walk. Those events will put you in touch with those who are active in the LGBTQ community. There's bound to be SOMEone or SOMEthing around that you'll connect with.

[BruceChris]

It was all those rainbow flags that clued you in, wasn't it?

P&L, BC

[Zerbie]

Originally Posted by BruceChris

It was all those rainbow flags that clued you in, wasn't it?

P&L, BC

Huh?

What do you mean cheated? What do you mean clued me in?
(Missing something, here. . . .)

[BruceChris]

So, click on it

Peace, Love, and I really did not mean to provoke you, Bruce Chris

[Rick336]

Originally Posted by bldgcharacter

Hi,

My name is Scott. I was motivated to become part of this community after watching the documentary 'For the Bible Tells Me So.'

The film made me realize how alone I am in the world. My wealthy, appearance-conscious relatives have disowned me for being gay. I thought I could live a full life without family, but now I'm not so sure. There is a history of suicide among the men in my family. Although never discussed, I've learned that at least two of these men, my relatives, were gay. I don't want to become another statistic.

I'm well aware while we can't choose our relatives, we can choose our family. So, I'm here seeking a family whose love is unconditional. In addition, I want to become an active part of the Soulforce community in an effort to help others who've also found themselves in my situation.

I recently moved to Phoenix, AZ and desperately need help rebuilding my life with the help of supportive, nurturing individuals I one day hope to call 'family.' Will someone help me? Please?

Feel free to contact me at my regular email address: bldgcharacter@netzero.net.

Peace, love and light...

Scott

Scott,

Glad to heve you here. You've come to the right place for supportive, nurturing individuals.

You said that you want to help others who've found themselves in your situation. That's great to hear because there are many who need help coping with rejection and depression because of their sexual orientation.

Here's a few help lines to offer people who have questions about homosexuality or coming out issues or thoughts of suicide.

The number below is a around-the-clock crisis and suicide prevention helpline for LGBT youth. Print this number out and keep it with you in case you know of someone who may need to talk to a trained counselor.

The Trevor Helpline Crisis Control and Suicide Prevention for gay, lesbian, bisexual, and transgender youth:

1-866-4-TREVOR or 1-866-488-7386


There's also a National Gay Lesbian Bisexual Transgender Help Center with a toll-free hotline that also offers support for people with questions about homosexuality and coming-out issues.

Their number is 1-888-843-4564

They also have a website. Check it out at www.GLBTNationalHelpCenter.org

You can be a great help to people who are struggling with acceptance and questions about their sexual orientation.

It's great to have you here. I'm looking forward to hearing more from you.

Welcome to Soulforce.

Rick