annoyed

[sbonser04]

so tonight my dad was talkin to a relative about my brother n he's all like yeah Joe went fishin n a girl asked to go with...n my dad was like all proud of my brother....but it kinda hurt for me b/c he never says anything to me about girls.....i mean i know its prolly uncomfortable to him, but i've been out to my parents for like 2 1/2 years now...and i know that we will probably never talk openly about it like he does w/ my brother, but it would still be nice......i don't know, maybe i'm being selfish, but i wish my parents would be comfortable w/ me enough that i could be like, "tonite i went out w/ this really sweet girl, we got coffee n the just talked". i know they love me and want me to be happy, but i know deep down in they wouldn't want to hear me talking about it, partly b/c they never really ask me.....i don't know what i'm really tryin to say....