Hello my name is Ash

[scott snedeker]

Okay so I'm not new at all to this forum, but I wanted to share a wonderful thing that happened just now.

My beloved Adrain, Holder of my heart spirit, showed me something. His gift today is one of allowing me to release the blindness my judgemental mind has prevented me from knowing.

I mentioned that I did not feel comfortable calling myself a Radical Faerie yet as I did not feel that my awareness of my heart was sufficiently developed.

Adrain: "you do yourself and other Faeries a tremendous disservice by thinking and saying that."

Ash (me): "But My best definition of a Radical Faerie is having the connection of awareness to our Faerie Queer Heart."

Adrain: "There are many who call themselves Faeries who Don't have the connection you do."

Ash: "But I still have so much disconnection from my heart"

Adrain: "And where does that heart Thrive the most intensely? Where do you say you want to live?"

Ash: "Short Mountain."

Adrain: "So do you have the heart of a Faerie?"

Ash "I guess I do! Adrain! I've been A Radical Faerie all the time! I am a Radical Faerie! My Judgemental mind has Blinded me to it! So I'll just ackowledge and bow to my Judgemental mind.....'Thank you very much for your opinion, but I am a Radical Faerie already!' "

Adrain "Now that's a good Faerie!"

Ash: "I love you Adrain!"

Adrain: "I love you too Ash!"

So Today I acknowleged that I am a Radical faerie!