Hello my name is Nicki!

[nickisingle]

now I go home,as soon as I reach it I write more about me..... LOVE MY FAMILY

[BruceChris]

I am beginning to wonder if your introductory thread, "Hello, my name is
is beginning to have outlived it's usefulness. You will probably have to just start reading the forum threads, and posting to them. Or sending messages to individual members.

If you click on someone's name, you can then click on "Public Profile". Once you do that, you can post a public message to them on their public profile. You will pick it up quickly. (Check your profile)

I'll get back to you soon, I've got to go buy some groceries.

Peace and Love, Bruce Chris

[nickisingle]

Lola sayed me that she call ... but phone is silent...friends call me, and try support me... And I try don't think that our relations broke up.... ...
I don't know... why I I have gone in cycles that I am lonely....If Jesus loves me why I am worring.... may be it's hard for me undestand - time comes and I ll have to love another woman....BUT I WANNA love Lola.... she always undestand me without any words....she always call me - and felt that something happened....something good or bad..... I try undestand her...that she 's from Islamic family.....and she didn't choose any variant in religion...and it a big fear for her... love me, i know she loves me....but she can't...
but it's more difficult to undestand - why doesn't she even want be friends with me... may be she think it will be good for me....I don't know.....I am really confused...
I remember only good moment with her....all moments were the best....what about I am saing even now I am smiling coz I never forget her jokes, her voice, her care, and her attentiveness.... Her children Kamilla - is wondefull girl.....she still call me and ask me when I come to her place and play games.... she likes ski....
Oneday some lady sayed me.. "When somebody says he's lonely and nobody loves him- it's mean that only one person doesn't love him" it's crazy but its true....

When I had Sergio (whom about I wrote last time... my best friend who gone to our Jesus and he is in paradise now))) I always tell him about everything..... and now... I am writing here....Soulforce like my dairy, and place where I am relaxing...
hm::) My thread "My name is ..." now called "My life is......" THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR SUCH SUPPORT and warm SOULFORCE! SAVE YOU GOD!!! MY FAMILY!!!

[BruceChris]

I hope that soon, you can feel better, and not be so unhappy. I hope that someday you will meet someone that you can love, who is not afraid to love you. Being young can leave a person open to being hurt in so many ways.

Someday, your life will be much better, and you will be glad to be alive. Someday, you will make some woman a wonderful wife. I hope that I will still know you then. . .

When do you sleep?

Peace and Love, Bruce Chris

[tdogg]

Gorgeous country Nicki and if I ever get there, will definitely take you up on your offer to make some kabobs!

[nickisingle]

Ok...without any problem!!! I meet you

[BruceChris]

There is going to be a lot of construction work being done on the building that I am living in for the next few days. I am going to have to move most of my stuff into storage, and then move it back out when the work is done.

That means that I will not be able to be online every day, so I can't come by and chat as much as I used to. I hope that you can find people to message with. You can always leave me private messages, but I may not be able to respond right away.

I hope that you are feeling well, and I hope that your job at the hotel is going well. I see that you left a post after the place where I described my church. That was nice.

I'm going to learn how to post pictures one of these days, so that I can show you more about my world.

I see that down on General Discussions, Rick has left a message, well, a complaint that there are not enough people posting, or starting new threads. Well, things do get a little slow around here during the summer. People are outside, going on trips, or just having fun in the warm outdoors. I hope that you come by, now and then, and post, here and there. We're not a perfect Family, but all of the women who posted to this thread will still be here, now and then. Keep in touch, and I will be back, full time, in a few days.

I'll still be on line, tomorrow, to see what you've had to say.

Peace and Love, Bruce Chris

[nickisingle]

I didn't sleep 2 days .. and now I haven't got power write here... and lap top is turing off now...coz I didn't charge it...much work....I must relaxing lil bit....

Lola.... call me and say that can't live without me.... But it's not make me happy....I sayed to her, that I adore her and love, but I ll not able be with her if she can't choose her way : LOVE or FEAR can make us be together....

may be I am upset now...and some go mad.... but It's seem to me that if I take her back she will be afraid again be my woman....

ooohhh it's really many gays people around me... but I don't wanna be with somebody some time... I tired....

now it's like black line in my life - creative crisis with albom, Lola..My friends take offence that I don't find for them time, Kamilla a daughter of Lola began worry about that I do not visit theirs place, on work a blockage full.... I have got tired simply tired...And I am not given holiday.... I strong I will consult, the life has learnt me to survive...Save me God!!! in Jesus I trust....

Have a nice day to all. Thanks you Bruce! I ll contact to you when I became that Nicki, who was lil bit possitive...

everything allright

Yours
Nicki Viner

[BruceChris]

Getting back together can be overwhelming, but please, take it slow, or your reunion could just blow up, and make everyone feel even worse. Having a good friend to talk things over with could help both of you.

Please, take care of yourself, and get enough sleep.

BC

[Jennifer5]

Nicki, your country is very pretty! I will have to spend more time looking up pictures later.

Originally Posted by BruceChris

Edit: I think that you are 10 hours ahead of us. That's what Google seems to say.

Peace and Love, Bruce Chris

She is 12 hours ahead of the west coast, 9 hours ahead of the east coast.



The hotel you work at is very nice, it looks like a good place to work.

I'm sorry to hear that everything is so complicated with Lola. Send me a message anytime and we can talk.

[BruceChris]

Of course there are 4 time zones in the lower 48. And all that I did was ask Google how many hours that Nicki was ahead of Me.

Busted. Ya caught me.

Originally Posted by Jennifer5

I'm sorry to hear that everything is so complicated with Lola. Send me a message anytime and we can talk.

Jen is a woman, like you, and about your age. I think she's got a pretty good idea there.

I've taken some time to go to some of the travel links that are on your Diamond Tour website. You do have a beautiful country.

Take Care of Yourself, Bruce Chris

[Jennifer5]

Originally Posted by BruceChris

Of course there are 4 time zones in the lower 48. And all that I did was ask Google how many hours that Nicki was ahead of Me.

Busted. Ya caught me.



Jen is a woman, like you, and about your age. I think she's got a pretty good idea there.

Take Care of Yourself, Bruce Chris

I wasn't trying to 'catch you' with the time zone thing, just clarify.

Woman, that's such a scary word. I feel like a kid. I'm a decent listener though and will help any way that I can.

[BruceChris]

And we had shish kebabs. And potatoe salad, and hot dogs, and baked beans, and, and deviled eggs, and lots of good stuff. We are thinking of joining our churches together. Both of our churches are a bit small, and we are having trouble paying our bills.

We will be meeting with them again, in the future. This is my church:

http://www.soulforce.org/forums/showthread.php?t=1093

Nicki, and Jen, can you tell me about your churches?

Peace and Love, Bruce Chris

[Jennifer5]

Originally Posted by BruceChris

And we had shish kebabs. And potatoe salad, and hot dogs, and baked beans, and, and deviled eggs, and lots of good stuff. We are thinking of joining our churches together. Both of our churches are a bit small, and we are having trouble paying our bills.

We will be meeting with them again, in the future. This is my church:

http://www.soulforce.org/forums/showthread.php?t=1093

Nicki, and Jen, can you tell me about your churches?

Peace and Love, Bruce Chris

I don't have a church, at this point I can't see ever wanting to be part of a church again (most of you have heard the story), I'm not a christian so I don't feel like I'm missing anything. I find sanctuary elsewhere. Your church always sounds like a very nice one though BC.

Do you go to a church Nicki?

[nickisingle]

I am so tired - hear everywhere - love a woman -it's a sin.... Other people sayed no Nicki God loves each trusting person......
Where is an answer? - I think the clearest love is.................................



I don't offen go to church - But I am really like to serve church's confession, and feel the energy of God.....
I think that everybody in soulforce- trust in God....... but no))) So it's your choice....

.................
What about my life now - work, work work and lonless without Lola... so she's gone..... and I am..............................lost now in my mind.... I want be alone a lil bit....

[BruceChris]

Come back and talk whenever you need to. God loves you.

Peace and Love, Bruce Chris

[nickisingle]

I am back!!!!!!!

[BruceChris]

This weekend, a construction crew came, and replaced every window in the house. My room has SIX windows, and I had to move most of my stuff down to the basement, and then back, so I've been offline. It's been a LOT of work.

I hope that your job situation works out, or that you get another one.

This summer has been mild, so far. If it stays this way, I can just close the new windows whenever it's hot out, and stay comfortable all summer.

I hope that you're learning new things, and meeting new people. You are at a great age to do that.

Have fun this summer, Bruce Chris

[nickisingle]

Bruce, Jen and all soulforce people - I am so sorry for my absence....Ooooh
My last visited: 12-05-2009
Are there anybody who was keep in touch with me last year???
I hope That Ill be able to write here again,like in another forums..
Take care!
Save you God!

[tehillah05]

Hello there! Your country is very beautiful! The kabobs look amazing too!

I was reading your posts and wanted to tell you your English is very good! I am in college to learn how to teach people how to speak, write, and read English as a 2nd language (or a foreign language) and I am impressed at your writing ability! Have long have you been studying English?

I'm sorry to hear about losing the one(s) you love. I too, am in love with someone whom I cannot be with right now but I am holding out hope that someday her & I will be together.

Hope all is well with you!