Hey, I'm Sam!

[Saru]

Hey guys! Umm I'm really not sure what, and what not to put here. My name is Sam, but you can call me Saru (been my online nickname since 1999). Umm I live in Virgina Beach, VA, I'm 19, and still in the closet to my family, seeing as they are hardcore republicans and want all "gay men dead" because they're filled with the spirit of the Antichrist. Umm, my dad works for Pat Robertson. Always interesting to hear my dad talk about him >.> all my friends know, and basically all my work knows. They're pretty cool about it. I'm just coming out of a deep depression I guess (still in it of sorts), I tried killing myself twice, neither times it worked. So I was getting deeper and deeper in depression, surrounding myself with Marilyn Manson and that kind of music, which kept me depressed. But as I was arguing whether or not Homosexuality was a sin google showed me the article written on this site about what the Bible said, and it made perfect sense. And since then I'm slowly getting happier. yay. I have an inkling my brothers may also be gay, along with my younger sister (I have actually read about a lot of stories where siblings are all gay.. But I still don't know how common it really is.)


Ummm... Still not sure what I was\am supposed to put here so I'll just put:

Nice to meet you guys