But she posts on Facebook "how do you get thru a divorce,can someone please get me off this rollercoaster?" I am like, UH you left, dear, you caused the rollercoaster, you caused all drama. Scotty she devastated me,and that doesn't even come close to the despair I have felt the past 2months. Killing myself seemed like a way to escape it. But I got home today from Alaska, which was exquisitely beautiful,and my two girls are such a godsend to me and if I didn't have them I would drown. They are wonderful support.
I rode home on the plane so depressed and wondering why Ishould even bother coming home. I am so used to her being there doing all this with me,but the aloneness is what is knocking me down. I have never felt so alone, barren, broken and bruised by the one person I love most in the world. I still stand here with my mouth open wondering what the hell happened?
If everyone cared and nobody cried, if everyone loved and nobody lied, if everyone shared and swallowed their pride, we'd see the day when nobody died. IF EVERYONE CARED/Nickelback