But she posts on Facebook "how do you get thru a divorce,can someone please get me off this rollercoaster?" I am like, UH you left, dear, you caused the rollercoaster, you caused all drama. Scotty she devastated me,and that doesn't even come close to the despair I have felt the past 2months. Killing myself seemed like a way to escape it. But I got home today from Alaska, which was exquisitely beautiful,and my two girls are such a godsend to me and if I didn't have them I would drown. They are wonderful support.
I rode home on the plane so depressed and wondering why Ishould even bother coming home. I am so used to her being there doing all this with me,but the aloneness is what is knocking me down. I have never felt so alone, barren, broken and bruised by the one person I love most in the world. I still stand here with my mouth open wondering what the hell happened?
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If everyone cared and nobody cried, if everyone loved and nobody lied, if everyone shared and swallowed their pride, we'd see the day when nobody died. IF EVERYONE CARED/Nickelback
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